Today I am Overwhelmed

I usually FB about this, but I have given it up for lent. I feel very overwhelmed. There is so much to be done around the house and with my kids, I do not know where to start. I have a list of things that I am letting go around the house..the baseboards and blinds need dusting, floors cleaned, carpets cleaned, draws cleaned out and re-organized and that is just to name a few. (Not to mention the basic cleaning tasks have not been done...cleaning toilets, kitchen, vacuuming, dusting, etc) In additon, my kids are out of control and I blame myself. They have so much energy and I am not helping them but allowing them to watch TV or sit on the computer. I don't read to them enough or play games with them. I am much more an observer than a participant. Finally, I am lazy. There I said it. I would rather blog about my issues than actually do anything about them. It is 11:00 and what have I accomplished today...nothing! My motivation is in the pits. I am weary and there is no end in sight. I guess I should get up and unload the dishwasher. It is lunch time and I need to reload the breakfast and now the lunch dishes. Not to mention that I still need ot make lunch. UGH!